˖⁺‧₊˚ ˚₊‧⁺˖✮-------------------✮˖⁺‧₊˚ ˚₊‧⁺˖ April 28, 2026, this is my second online journal entry, I took a much longer break than expected. Recently, i have been inspired to start again after seeing another friend of mine code. Today, I felt pretty cool for learning to make a background. It makes it look like I'm actually a good coder, i thought that was cool. It is currently 9:11:28 pm, and I don't want to get ready for bed. I watched my brother's promposal today. I really like knowing he has friends. It's sometimes weird to me that he has a whole life that I don't know about.
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I have been so burnt out lately. As far as drama, I thought i could trust someone, and she wrecked our friendship and my relationship with another friend, which is great. I hate how much I can overshare, it's really, really annoying. I don't feel any connection to my old hobbies anymore. I don't care about anything but schoolwork. Summer will be better, though. I've been feeling so disheartened lately, like nothing I do will matter. That's a bleak outlook, I know, but god I think there is more to my youth than frantically studying for every possible test question. And I got left on read.
Next entry: not for two weeks, busy w/ exams ★⋆. ࿐࿔